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January
29Dear You,
Personally right now, I don’t even have words to describe this post. People say things are gonna get better, that everything will heal. What they dont understand is you are my bestfriend. Theres distance between us. I feel it, you feel it. It hurts. You’re always in my head, always on my mind. I know if you end up wanting her that I will have to move on but for now I dont want to. Falling asleep is hard, and when I do you show up in my dreams. I’m weak, the energy has been completely sucked out of me. I’m completely drained and ive been getting migraines and headaches for the past three days now. All I can think of is you and me together. How much fun and laughter we had. All I can think of is everything you told me, wondering if you ever meant any of it. All I can think of is you telling me you still loved me. This is killing me. I don’t know what you want. And you want me to wait, i understand that but I can’t wait around forever. There will be a time that I will have to pick up myself and move on. I’m trying my hardest to regroup after everything this weekend. I’ve really been a wreck. If you want me let me know but dont just leave me waiting here. I won’t take anymore crap anymore. I’m not gonna let myself be walked all over. I deserve better and if you dont want the second chance im offering then some other guy is gonna come along and take a chance on me and treat me like I’m his whole world. If you let me go, you will have lost the best thing you possibly ever could have had. My heart is willing to give you a chance because im still in love with you and I still care for you but leave me waiting here long enough and my mind will force me to get up and move on. I will be stronger in the end and I will do it, so dont ever think I wont. I hope you figure out what you want. I’m not waiting for an answer forever.
~Much Needed Venting, Sincerely, Me
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December
18
2011Well, it seems to me that the best relationships—the ones that last— are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is…suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.
~Dana Scully
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December
4Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
My sister introduced me to this and I made one to write my feelings down. It’s nice to vent every once and a while and let it all out. It is a blogging site after all. :)
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November
21
2011Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Happy- Any song that is up beat! Moves Like Jagger- Maroon 5 would be one!
Sad- Any country song that is emotional and sad. Let it Rain by David Nail is a good one!
Bored- Anything or I just skip like everything on my ipod
Hyped- TobyMac or Skillet usually work for this!
Mad- Taylor Swift or any song that relates to my situation!
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November
20
2011
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Decking out 1/8 of the house in Christmas stuff before Thanksgiving. Yeah I’m that type of girl.
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November
19Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
~Have one of the fastest time trials for the girls distance team for track
~Have my boyfriend over so he can meet my Dad finally
~Bring up my AP Euro grade and kick butt on the test
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November
18
2011
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Running. It motivates me, takes my stress away, and makes me achieve for things that I wouldn’t have tried to achieve before. I love being on a team and I love running my heart out. No other feeling like it.- Permalink
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November
17
2011
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
My favorite super hero definitely has to be Spider Man. He can kiss upside down and climb up walls. He’s also just too dang sweet. Like who wouldn’t fall in love with him?
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November
16
2011
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
The Outer Banks, This is my beach mannn and has been since I was 3 weeks old. I miss it! :(
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November
16Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I always fall asleep on my arm and so when I wake up I have a red mark on my forehead. Happens everytime.
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November
14
2011
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
This is an older photo but its Megan and Me making weird faces. We hung out during summer and I love her to death. :)
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